Rainy days...

This is what I wrote for my FIRST assignment =x  so-called "poem"

When the blue sky turns dark,
As the rainy quietly falls on our cheeks.
Everything is still in one piece,
Even today, without a doubt
I just can’t get over it
Because I can’t get you out off my mind.

I know, it’s already the end.
I don’t want to accept that darn fact.                                                                                                 Because,
I know that it’s not true
I am just disappointed in myself for
Not being able to get a hold of you
Firmly by my side.

On those rainy days,                                                                                                                               You’d come and hug me
Keep me warm through the night,
But when the rain stops,
You slowly....slowly disappear out of my sight.

I will be okay,                                                                                                                                           Your just a past tense in my live.
When the rain starts falling,                                                                                                                             I might think about you.
But well this doesn’t mean that I miss you

Okay,I was wrong.
All those time we had together...                                                                                                                   It was unforgettable.
Seriously,
All those raw memories of you                                                                                                                    Just kept on appearing in my mind.                                                                                                   
As if I did not make an effort to delete it off my mind.

Now I WILL erase everything all about you
And forget you permanently.

But when the rain starts to fall again
All the memories of you that I’ve hid with effort
Comes back to me.                                                                                                                                  And torture me with no mercy.

Now there’s no path for me to return the phase 1,
But whenever I see your face
I will be wearing that mask,                                                                                                                        Put a smile and face you as nothing happened before.

 peace out~