.imyulyn.

16/07/09
No computer for days d…sheesh…wanted to ask dad to let me go to da cc again…and he gave me that look…if u know what I mean…
Exams is 4 days away…I’m not ready at all…totally not ready…haiz…
Okay…failin for sure.and time to kill myself again.
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Being lonely kills.
Trying to get it over but kept on failing.
I guess da best solution is to die rite now…
Run away from everything.
Since everyone is happy except for myself.
Hiding and faking it is very frustrating.
i want everything where it used to be…
I miss the laughter’s I miss the great times.
I miss the moment we spend together.
I miss that warm smile you show me.
I miss that warm hug you gave me.

I know its impossible to see it now.
I know its useless now.
And
I know ,its over..