when i gone...
i do realise ONE thing..
everyones life has gone better...
i happy to hear and see that for them.
i guess i'm not suppose to be in their live.
i just pull them down...
letting them unhappy...
i'm such an idiot.
i guess i've lost faith in myself.
nothing works for me now...
i want those BITCHES & BASTARDS to leave me ALONE.
it seems they DON'T understand what i AM saying...ugh
in the past...
dat "cheerful & charismatic" gal i used to know...
is GONE...
crying in da corner inside her heart...
begging everything back way it used to be...
even tought of crazy things to be happy again...
she cant smile like she used to be anymore...
lying to everyone thats she's okay...
tried tarot cards which gives her answers that makes her wonder...
she feels that she's been fooled...
she feels that she's been cheated...
babo.
such a babo...
thinking of this haru haru...
can anyone save her?
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